Monday, April 7, 2008

Am I worthy

I’m surrounded

by a dense forest

of towering hemlocks

to the west,

birch and maple

to the south and

a rotting oak

struck by lightening

stands by the pond’s edge.

When I first came here,

out of breath from NYC,

I walked through thick

underbrush to the pond,

barely visible from the hill.

I stood out there with

the Real Estate agent,

as if a dollar or a million

dollars could purchase

any of this. An abandoned

beavers’ house was by the

far shore. From the northwest

a great blue heron

slowly soared across

the cattails, effortless

landed atop

the beavers’ house

and turned to look

at me directly. Not

in an idle scan of

her surrounding, but

a look that seemed to

weigh and measure

my worth as her

neighbor on this pond.